When you were left - No more
A ghost
I hoped you’d gain what you
missed the most
An oracle almost told of your
Soul in the catacomb
Of your myth and the catacombs

When you had left to become
A guest
I guessed that you might get
some rest
The rest
Of us also sold your
sofa and the catacombs
You were so far
in the catacomb.

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Out on the ocean surf, I’ll have to pull myself together. Now it’s harder I’m not on my turf, it’s just me, me and those big old waves rolling in.

— Arthur Russell (A Little Lost)

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There is a mystery that even God cannot fathom, nor can he give the law of it on two stone tablets. He cannot speak what there are no words for; he needs divers to dive into it; he needs wrestlers to wrestle with it, singers to sing it, lovers to love it. He cannot deal with it alone, he must find helpers, and for this does he blind some and maim others.

— from ‘Pilgermann’ the novel written by Russell Hoban

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I cud feal it in the guts and barrils of me. You try to make your self 1 with some thing or some body but try as you wil the 2ness of every thing is working agenst you all the way. You try to take holt of the 1ness and it comes in 2 in your hans.

— ‘Riddley Walker’ the novel

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There aint that many sir prizes in life if you take noatis of every thing. Every time wil have its happenings out and every place the same. What ever eats mus shit.

— from the novel ‘Riddley Walker’

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My despair has long since been ground up fine and is no more than the daily salt and pepper of my life.

— from the novel ‘Turtle Diary’ written by Russell Hoban

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Three minutes of noise manipulation over a steady beat. Recorded live from my terrible computer mic. I miss having my Macbook for so many reasons.

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Repost from a year ago.
Song for Polly Jean

Spent the day figuring out how to work new equipment. I think I understand it now! This is some bullshit I cut from a lot of troubleshoot jamming. If you have any interest in sound collage/musique concrete.

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jewtwo:

the wifi religion war is still going on with my neighbors

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Somehow I know
I want to reach out
into the deepest core of the day
and from it bring back one more time
the far root of the child
the sole dreamer,
return the moment
of self and no other
of mind without species,
seen blurred through the water of time.

I want to describe
how in a space
remote from the world
miraculous nature quivers and flowers
and contains the child,
and not part of any age
but the age of the Earth,
the age of a landscape
that does not belong to me.

I see the child,
and I feel him there, reaching out
to a world, the word alone will try
to grasp. So that the word
itself flowering
not able to capture the feeling,
the strangeness,
will go on threading its net, gathering,
finding it empty,
until only the net is left,
and the child,
and the word.

— A.S. Kline

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Nicolas Jaar - Balance her in between your eyes

beat doesn’t kick in until the last minute.
riiiiide it out

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Cry!

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wasted-efforts:

The Go Team - Buy Nothing Day

still want a motorcycle..
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awesome! but would’ve been perfect if he held the stare

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